how the hell did I lose a friend I never had?
I know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonightI know I'll be alright, but I'm not tonight
I'll be lying awake counting all the mistakes I've made
replaying fights
I'd apologize if I thought it might make a difference
or make you listen
I'd apologise if it was black and white
but life is different
just try to listen to me now
I lost a friend, and nobody believes me
say, "I know that he don't need me
'cause he made a little too much money to be 20 and sad"
and I'll be fine without 'em
but all I do is write about 'em