с новым годом, блядь!enemy, familiar friend,
my beginning and my end,
knowing truth, whispering lies,
and it hurts again
what I fear and what I try,
words I say and what I heard,
all the pain, I want it to end,
but I do it again
it's still the same, pursuing pain,
isn't worth the lie I've gained.
we both know how this will end,
but I do it again